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GAY PERSPECTIVE:
Things Our Homosexuality Tells Us about the Nature of God and the Universe
** Lambda Literary Award Nominee 2004 **
Reviews of Gay Perspective
The Role of Gay Identity in the Transformation of Human Consciousness
Lethe Press Edition
** Lambda Literary Award Winner 2001 **
"The answer to what gay people are here for!"
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Toby Johnson's Mystical Gay Novels
A new edition of Toby Johnson's award-winning gay science fiction romance novel, SECRET MATTER, has just been released by Lethe Press, an updated, expanded, and revised edition for 21st century readers. With an Afterword by Mark Jordan. Read a Funny Synchronicity about New Release of SECRET MATTER: "Aliens Settle in San Francisco"
Secret Matter originally appeared in 1990. It won a Lambda Literary Award that year. And in 1999 was one of five books nominated to be the first book ever inducted into the Gaylaxian Gay Science Fiction Hall of Fame.
In collaboration with Steve Berman Toby Johnson has just edited Charmed Lives: Gay Spirit in Storytelling, an anthology of writings reclaiming our queer spirituality through story.
Toby tells the story of meeting the Bodhisattva Avalokiteshvara in person in a most surprising way. (You can listen to a talk Toby Johnson gave to the Dharma Book Study Group of the S.F. Gay Buddhist Sangha on Feb 22, 2007. Click on the link, then click on Resources>audioarchives (by speaker) at the bottom of the scrolling list in the left column. Then go to the bottom of that list to find Toby.)
Toby's new novel--a collaboration with Walter L. Williams, the USC professor whose book The Spirit and the Flesh first brought gay community attention to the berdache/two-spirit phenomenon among Native American cultures. The new novel is titled Two Spirits: A Story of Life with the Navajos. With a story full of Native American spirituality and mysticism, it's a romantic adventure novel, rich with Navajo wisdom, set in the 1860s. Click on the title for info.
Sweet, sexy, wise and thoroughly entertaining, this mytho-historical novel features two lovable apparitions from the late 1800s America. Getting Life in Perspective interweaves a heart-warming story of youthful romance and adventure with an ageless life-affirming and gay-positive spiritual message
...along with just a touch of the Twilight Zone.
". . . a writer with a positive vision and a wonderful attitude"
--Rich Grzesiak, Philadelphia Gay News
"There is a fresh naivete in [Toby Johnson's] style that rings pleasantly in the ear,
like the memory of a 'boy's book' enthusiastically devoured at age 12.
Against the sour punk of so much of today's gay male fiction,
Getting Life in Perspective is a treat."
--Marvin Shaw, Lambda Book Report
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Toby Johnson champions the "Gay Men's Spirituality Movement."
He is former editor of White Crane Journal
Read about the Varieties of Gay Spiritualities
Read about White Crane Institute
Books on Gay Spirituality: White Crane Gay Spirituality Series
Toby Johnson is profiled on the DREAMWalker Group site
Listen to a talk Toby Johnson gave to the Dharma Book Study Group of the S.F. Gay Buddhist Sangha on Feb 22.
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About gay body image and compassionate etiquette (with photo): Curious Bodies
Read What Toby Johnson Believes
The Simple Answer to the Gay Marriage Debate
What Joseph Campbell called only half-jokingly "the highest form of love"
Shame on the "Conservative Christians" for voting as they have
Why gay people should NOT get married, because the model of relationship is different.
What's ironic about the Gay Marriage battle!
What Jesus said about the cause of homosexuality What Jesus said about gay rights
What the Bible Says about Homosexuality
The Purpose of Homosexuality in human culture and evolution of consciousness.
What is homosexuality in metaphysical terms?
The Mesosexual Ideal for Straight Men
Why Gay Spirituality?: Spirituality as Artistic Medium
On The Sinfulness of homosexuality
Are you the reincarnationn of Edward Carpenter?
A whimsical proposition: Gay Classics scholar John Boswell was a reincarnation of philosopher Immanuel Kant
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Kip and Toby traveled to India and Nepal in December 2006 and came back with useful and important advice for travelers
Toby's presentation How to Read a Myth: "It's Always About You"
Toby's workshop on The Myth of the Bodhisattva Avalokitesvara
Joseph Campbell's description of the Bodhisattva Avalokiteshvara
Oprah's pal Nate Berkus is a bodhisattva
Ram Dass's story: You're Not A Wave
Emptiness & Religious Ideas from Nagarjuna to Eckhart
Historicity as Myth: an essay for Harry Faddis & Patrick Cheng's "The Ways of the Spirit: A Course in Spirituality for LGBT People" presented on WRPI radio, March 2006. This essay is a marvelous statement of what religious truth really is.
Experiencing experiencing experiencing: where the appearance of body, mind, and spirit comes from
Toby's notion of the next step in the evolution of human consciousness
Read Meditation Practices for a Funeral
Read an excerpt about dying consciously from PLAGUE titled "Going Into the Light"
Read about Meditation Practice and about Daniel Helminiak's Meditation Without Myth
Read about The Joseph Campbell Connection, and about an adventure with Campbell at the The Mann Ranch Seminars.
Easton Mountain Gay Retreat Center hosted Gay Spirit Camp 2007
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Read Toby's article on gay spirit titled "The Evolution of Gay Identity"
Read about "St. John of the Cross and the Dark Night of the Soul."
Toby tells the story of meeting Avalokiteshvara at the Baths.
Toby explains how Being Gay is a Blessing (in an excerpt from his book Gay Spirituality)
He argues that the modern American idea of Freedom of Religion reveals a deep secret about the nature of religion and God.
Gay Saintliness is a review of Donald Boivert's Sanctity and Male Desire. The article contains a stirring gay positive paragraph by Boisvert.
Christian de la Huerta, author of Coming Out Spiritually: The Next Step, identifies ten spiritual functions of gay and lesbian people.
A succinct description of the subtle workings of the spirit in gay men's lives.
A wonderful story by L. Houston Wood about the Bodhisattva identity
Read Toby's whimsical piece about Adam and Steve. This essay on biblical history appeared in the Fall 2004 issue of Ashe Journal 3.3
Read about the Gay Spirituality Summit, the Gay Spirit Culture Project, and the "Statement of Spirituality" with Toby's commentaryToby's speculations about gay retirement and the "freelance monastery"
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Toby describes the quest to find The Great Secret
How the Great Secret underlies all religion and spirituality
Toby's account of the mystical experience in 1969 that transformed his vision of life and God
How to get to heaven
Seeing with Different Eyes: How we human beings see the world is based more on our expectations than on what's really out there (an excerpt from In Search of God in the Sexual Underworld)
Eckhart's Eye is a meditation on the evocative "koan": "The eye with which I see God is the eye with which God sees me."
Teenage Prostitution and the Nature of Evil, another excerpt from In Search of God in the Sexual Underworld, recounts of Toby's discovery of spiritual wisdom in the oddest of places, the Tenderloin district of San Francisco.
The Life is in the Blood: Toby Johnson's Biblically-based answer to when life begins.
Allah Hu: "God is present here" -- a secret Toby learned from the Sufi Dancing classes in San Francisco in the 1970s.
Toby Johnson was in Catholic religious life as a young man. That experience gave him a different take on the Priestly Pedophilia scandal in the Catholic Church in the last few years. Here's a link to an article in White Crane Journal.
Joseph Campbell and Ken Wilbur's critique of the "Pre/Trans Fallacy": Three important themes in Campbellian thought.
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The article from The Myth of the Great Secret: An Appreciation of Joseph Campbell titled The Techniques Of The World Saviors is in four parts.
Part 1: Brer Rabbit and the Tar-Baby
Part 2: The Bodhisattva Avalokiteshvara
Part 3: Jesus and the Resurrection
Part 4: A Course in Miracles
Painting: "Christ Invests Himself Organically with the Very Majesty of His Universe"
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How Gay Souls Get Reincarnated, a cute piece, a little tongue-in-cheek, but with a profound meaning about gay identity and gay spirit.
Bonobos, Family Values, and Gay Reincarnation
Toby's experience of learning "The Secret of the Clear Light" from Joseph Campbell and the real meaning of afterlife.
How to Understand the Image of the Clear Light.
The "Mobius Strip" as a topological image for gay consciousness.
Finding Your Tiger Face: Joseph Campbell's story about the great secret of life.
The Nature of Religion according to Joseph Campbell. A very wise statement from The Hero with A Thousand Faces. (Links to The Joseph Campbell Foundation and the Campbell Gimbutas Library and Archives at Pacifica.
C.S. Lewis describing "The Great Dance" of mystical realization.
Speculations on the phenomenon of Alien Abduction
Driving a car as spiritual practice: Driving Samadhi
Read about Toby's inspiration for where the Visitors' come from in the revised edition of Secret Matter
What are you looking for in a gay science fiction novel?
The best gay science fiction novel ever in Toby Johnson's opinion.
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Along with Patrick McNamara, Duncan Teague, Craig Harwood, Dave Nimmons, as well as Mark Thompson, Christian de la Huerta, David Frechter, Michael Sigmann, Bo Young, Dan Vera, and others, Toby Johnson assisted with the calling of a "Gay Spirit Summit" in Spring 2004 at Garrison Institute. Read about the Gay Spirituality Summit and the "Statement of Spirituality" with Toby's commentary.
Toby Johnson's 1988 article SPIRITUAL QUESTIONS IN GAY COUNSELING from The Sourcebook on Lesbian/Gay Health Care
About The D.A.F.O.D.I.L. Alliance of Gay Mental Health workers in San Francisco in 1979: a great example of successful community activism.
Toby Johnson, Psych Tech lived in San Francisco and worked at Mount Zion Hospital Crisis Clinic & The Tenderloin Clinic
The Stonewall Riots, Drag Queens, and Judy Garland's Funeral.
In 1978, Toby Johnson was a "parade monitor," stationed just below the newly-inaugurated Rainbow Flags that have come to symbolize transformation
Toby Johnson learned his gay politics from his friend and nicknamesake Toby Marotta. Please read about their important friendship.
Waves of Gay Liberation Activity from hunter/gatherers to modern gay lib.
About the Gay Spirituality Summit in May 2004 and the "Statement of Spirituality" with Toby's commentary
About the study of teenage prostitution Toby Marotta and Toby Johnson worked in for URSA in 1978-1980
About Michael Talbot and the Holographic Universe
About Guy Mannheimer and the Mann Ranch Seminars
About Dennis Paddie, Austin/San Antonio playwright, poet, and vagabond bon vivant. Dennis wrote a beautiful tribute to fellow Texas playwright Sterling Houston who died November 8, 2006.
About Toby and Kip's successful long term relationship and the Wedding Cake Liberation Event in San Antonio, June 16, 2005
About Michael Steves and Patrick Kerr in the San Antonio gay community of the 1980s.
Tom Nash, a San Antonio lovable "character."
Bro. Martin McMurtrey, Toby's -- very influential and life-changing -- writing teacher in high school.
Kip Dollar & Toby Johnson participated with hundreds of other couples in a "group marriage ceremony" in front of the IRS Building during the Second March on Washington in 1987.
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To see -- OR ORDER -- all of Toby Johnson's titles
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Toby's "Marvelous Gay Mystical Novels"
-- with just a touch of the Twilight Zone -- are:
written in collaboration with anthropologist Walter L. Williams, a story of life with the Navajos, set in the 1860s, TWO SPIRITS
the wonderful soft sci-fi Lambda Lit- and Spectrum-honored SECRET MATTER, in a new, updated, revised, and expanded edition from Lethe Press.
the romantic & evocative ghost story set in 1890s America GETTING LIFE IN PERSPECTIVE
the wisdom of A Course in Miracles applied to AIDS in a sci fi thriller PLAGUE: A NOVEL ABOUT HEALING.
with Steve Berman, CHARMED LIVES: Gay Spirit in Storytelling, more than 30 auithors about the "charm" of being gay
These titles are available in gay bookstores nationwide and by mail
from the author (signed and inscribed, if you'd like).
Toby's non-fiction titles are also described on that page:
Gay Spirituality: The Role of Gay Identity in the Transformation of Human Consciousness ( Lethe Press, 2004),
Gay Perspective: Things Our Homosexuality Tells Us About the Nature of God and the Universe (Alyson, 2003), and
The Myth of the Great Secret: An Appreciation of Joseph Campbell (Celestial Arts, 1992)
In Search of God in the Sexual Underworld: A Mystical Journey (Morrow, 1983)
Several of Toby's O.P. or unavailable m.s.s. are available for free download.
All of Toby's books are available used from Barnes & Noble
(search also for Edwin Clark Johnson)
A great influence on Toby Johnson's thought AND writing style is science fiction prophet, Sir Arthur C. Clarke. Here's a short article In Honor of Sir Arthur C. Clarke
Books on Gay Spirituality: White Crane Gay Spirituality Series
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Be Done on Earth by Howard E. Cook. Blending modern-day physics and cosmology, a little Teilhard and a little Matthew Fox, comparative religion, some Joseph Campbell, intelligent New Age thought, progressed Christianity, American political idealism, evolutionary theory, postmodernism, Pope John the Beloved calls for a new Church of the Second Coming--also referred to (iconoclastically) as the Church of Kingdom Come--COKC (try pronouncing the acronym). It’s a sex-positive religion based in an evolutionary model of human nature with an openly gay priesthood.
Pay Me What I'm Worth by Souldancer. Souldancer says he is blending good business practice with multicultural ancient wisdom. As the exercises continue, they demonstrate that giving is the way to get and that integrity and ethical living is the best success and the way to get paid by life with happiness and fulfillment. So the thing about asking for a raise is really a hook to pull you toward enightenment and wisdom.
The Way Out by Christopher Lee Nutter. Intermixing themes in current spiritual thought—the Dalai Lama, Joseph Campbell, Don Miguel Ruiz, Gary Zukav, A Course in Miracles, the Twelve Steps—Nutter offers an answer to who you really are. And in the process recounts how he came to understand this through his experience in urban gay culture. The answer, of course, isn’t new or surprising. It’s the age-old answer: we are each a perspective that “God” or “Divine Consciousness” or “the cosmos”—whatever you want to call IT—is taking on itself.
The Gay Disciple by John Henson. Gay consciousness is now part of human consciousness and naturally recapitulates Jesus’s teaching that love and compassion trump religion and law. It’s good that the Jesus story be written to include gay experience. The Life of Christ is an appropriate subset of gay literary genre.
Art That Dares by Kitt Cherry, presents erotic imagery based in Christian tradition. Cherry is the author of JESUS IN LOVE, a novelist "autobiography of Jesus" as sexually and psychologically sophisticated, a real "tour de force" in transforming traditional myth to modern consciousness. Cherry book ART THAT DARES was launched during the National Festival of Progressive Spiritual Art in Taos, NM, May 11-12. There was a show at the JHS Gallery.
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Ko Imani and Goko Media are producing MyOutSpirit.com, a resource guide, and social networking site for gay spiritualities. Click on the title or the logo to go to the homepage for info and to submit your name or project for inclusion. The GAY SPIRITUALITY & CULTURE blog that Joe Perez managed for some four years has been interwoven into Ko Imani's MyOutSpirit.com site.
Sunfire's listing of current opportunities for Gay Retreats.
Joe Weston is doing a retreat called Respectful Confrontation in August at Dawn Manor.
click here for more info on Respectful Confrontation
Toby gave the keynote address at Between the Worlds Gathering Sept 14-18, 2005.
The gay neo-pagan gathering in southeastern Ohio (of all places) was a marvelous event.
Toby Johnson presented 4 workshops at Gay Spirit Camp at Easton Mountain Aug 20-26, 2007.
He and Kip are both VERY impressed with Easton Mountain Retreat Center
and its experiment in gay intentional community and urge readers to check out eastonmountain.com
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Kip Dollar & Toby Johnson attended the Gala Lambda Literary Awards Presentation in NYC, May 31, 2007. Toby's anthology CHARMED LIVES, co-edited by Steve Berman, was nominated for Best Anthology. The award went to the very deserving Love, Bourbon Street, edited by Herren & Willis.
Toby Johnson, PhD is author of some ten books: three non-fiction books that apply the wisdom of Joseph Campbell, his teacher and "wise old man," to modern-day social and religious problems, four gay genre novels that dramatize spiritual issues at the heart of gay identity, two books on gay men's spiritualities, gay spirit, and the mystical experience of homosexuality, and an anthology which he edited with Steve Berman of gay-positive short stories.
In addition to the novels featured elsewhere in this web site,Johnson is author of IN SEARCH OF GOD IN THE SEXUAL UNDERWORLD and THE MYTH OF THE GREAT SECRET (Revised edition): AN APPRECIATION OF JOSEPH CAMPBELL. For a more extended bio, click here. (More photos at bottom of page.)
Toby Johnson and Kip Dollar have been partners since 1984. They have been advocates for and examples of successful longterm gay relationships. Toby and Kip were the first male couple registered as Domestic Partners in Texas (Austin, Travis County, Oct 11, '93). There's a write-up about them as a couple on the very extensive website on gay couples & relationships, Partners Task Force for Gay & Lesbian Couples.
(Click here for a high resolution .tif photo of Toby Johnson in B&W Or in color and For hi-res color photo of Toby Johnson & Kip Dollar by Tim Leary)
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Kip and Toby have been partners since 1984. They were the first male couple to register as Domestic Partners in Texas. An account of their first 14 years together appears in Merle Yost's book on long-term gay relationships: WHEN LOVE LASTS FOREVER.Kip Dollar is a professional bookkeeper and community activist. It was he who managed the financial matters of Liberty Books. He worked with numerous gay community groups and organizations in San Antonio and Austin. He is a talented natural artist, working on paper in watercolors, pastels, and charcoal (click on the link to see his portfolio) and in sculpture with clay. He is presently studying pastels with protrait artist Susan Carlin and with renowned watercolorist Brad Braune. Kip is also a creator of marvelous Halloween costumes. Kip's a striking redhead.
For seven years, Toby Johnson and Kip Dollar ran Liberty Books, the lesbian and gay community bookstore in Austin. Toby and Kip sold the store to Crossroads Market in 1994. In Spring 1997, they moved to Conifer, Colorado in the foothills of the Rocky Mountains near Denver where they ran a gay B&B called The House at Peregrine's Perspective. (While in Denver, they purchased a wonderful mantle clock, a statue by French sculptor Mathurin Moreau, titled Bucheron, i.e., the woodcutter. Bucheron was a sort of mascot for the B&B.)In 2000, they moved back to Texas to operate a B&B called Casa Peregrino in the little artist colony/river resort town of Wimberley mid-way between San Antonio and Austin in the Texas Hill Country. And in 2003, they sold Casa Peregrino and moved back to their hometown to watch over Kip's parents, and to plan their next life adventure together.
In 1996 Toby joined an EarthWatch expedition to videotape the spring equinox festivals in the rural village of Tigiria in eastern India. Toby returned with several "longees," the sarong-like garment the men in the area wear. Here are Kip and Toby in the backyard in Austin, wearing the Indian longees. Toby looks like actor Ben Kingsley -- and so by extension, Mahatma Gandhi.
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Here's another link to White Crane Journal
White Crane Gay Spirituality Series: classics in the Gay Genre now available from Lethe Press through state-of-the-art printing technology, in cooperation with White Crane Institute.
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Here's a link to an interesting book of meditations called MESSIAH SEED by gay spiritual writer Story Waters. Check this out: Limitlessness.com
Here's a link to Ashe an interesting webzine of experimental (and gay) spirituality
Bruce Grether has a wonderful website on Erotic Spirituality for Men called www.mm4m.org
Christian de la Huerta of San Francisco's Q-Spirit, author of the groundbreaking book Coming Out Spiritually: The Next Step has a very extensive website at Revolutionary Wisdom
An interesting new book: A SPECIAL ILLUMINATION: Authority, Inspiration and Heresy in Gay Spirituality by Rollan McCleary For more info, check out www.rollanmccleary.com
Ko Imani's Shirt of Flame: The Secret Gay Art of War a wonderful book about the gay political movement as spiritual workCanadian lesbian Caffyn Kelley has created a beautiful website (including complete text of her book) "Mapping Queer Meaning"
Out & About with Brewer & Berg is a philosophical travelogue of Europe with two zany guys in an amazing filmed documentary of their vision quest
Jesus in Love is a wonderful book, a Life of Christ, told in the first person of Jesus, but presented as a "modern person," psychologically and sexually aware.
Bruce Grether and Edwin Erhgott are co-creating of the Brotherhood of Men, an organization to promote and facilitate erotic education,
An example of Modern mythopoesis: The Drums of Legenderry, a collection of fantasy short stories by writer/poet/drummer--and Foothills Family member--John Orlando.
"The Ways of the Spirit: A Course in Spirituality for LGBT People" A rado broadcast and podcast from WRPI radio created by Harry Faddis and Patrick Cheng
Mark Thompson, author of Gay Spirit: Myth and Meaning, the book that arguably started the gay spirituality movement, has a website showing his photos of gay spiritual leaders from the exhibit Fellow Travelers, with links to Thompson's books
A German gay leatherman living in London has a site about Leather Sexuality from a spiritual perspective at meFFisto
Walter L. Williams, co-author with Toby Johnson of TWO SPIRITS, has a website with a wonderful re-presentation of the Teachings of Jesus for the modern day.
Christ, the Gay Martyr is a blog by an African American gay man in Kansas City who goes by Stuffed Animal. There are postings about Christianity and homosexuality. Very positive and uplifting.
Khaemille is American Gay High Priest initiated as a Babalawo (diviner) of the Yoruba Ifa religion as well as the founder of the House of Amun, a spiritual training system based upon the teachings of Ancient Egypt designed for Gay healers and metaphysicians.
The Human Rights Campaign has a page called Out In Scripture, a free weekly online resource for clergy and lay people of faith. The website will provide distinct insights into the Bible, week after week, from a lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender and straight-supportive perspective.
DREAMWalker Group profiles gay writers. Interesting and informative site.
Contemplations of the Heart: A Book of Male Spirit by Peter Grahame is a wonderful collection of male photography and uplifting text. A delight!
Sexual Fables by Martin Blythe is a wonderful site with revised versions of the great stories of Western Civilization, told with the sex angle written in and instead of written out. Especially, look for the gay angle in the stories Age of Consent, Women in Trousers and Vampires in Venice.
The first "Bible" was originated written by Marcion of Synope; The Savior's name was Isu Chrestos. A similar Savior with a similar message was Apollonius of Tyana. Students of the origins of Christianity will be interested in reading about the precursors to the Gospels. Check out Chrestos.com
Easton Mountain Retreat Center is a gathering place in the mountains outside Albany NY, an intentional community, which might be characterized as a gay spiritual "freelance monastery," hosts a variety of events and conferences.
Partners Task Force of Gay & Lesbian Couples is a very impressive and extensive resource with multiple links and many articles relevant to gay couples.
buddybuddy.com is the site of Demian, a Seattlite who runs an interesting suite of websites (including the aforementioned Partners Task Force). He also has an international listing of gay theaters, a link to his digital film and photography operation and the Sweet Corn Shop which sells products that affirm self-esteem and social equality.
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